Burned

I am not sure if the right word is fortunate, but I shall use it in the meantime, to discover the way in which our body tells us to slow down. Except my problem is, I don't know how to slow down any further.

I have come to conclusion that when I am burned out I get mouth ulsers. If you have ever experienced these before you know that they are painful and frustrating for eating, drinking and talking. Answering phones at work becomes a chore because it hurts so much, but someone has to. And so, I am burned out...but how to recover?

I can't scale back my bed time much further. I guess I shall try for 10.30 as opposed to 11pm and see how that goes. On weekends I can't scale back my partying lifestyle because, well, I haven't had one in over a month. So this leaves only one final option: work.

So how do I scale back on work without losing my job?

Quick Thought

Just a very short thought for tonight.

Why is it that we hurts ourselves to feel something, just to know that we are alive?